I’m tired.

I’m tired of hearing friends and family telling us “take care of yourselves”, “just stay home”, “don’t be too complacent”.
I’m tired of being reminded of the things that I have been doing since more than a year ago.
I’m tired of being told the same thing over and over and over as if I’m not doing any of it.

I’m tired of reading news about people getting fined for doing unnecessary travels.
I’m tired of seeing people on Instagram, Facebook, and all other social media platforms going out and about as if there’s no pandemic, there’s no lockdown, there’s no health orders to stay home.

I’m tired of conspiracy theorists, of people peddling fake news, of ignorant anti-vaxxers who keep saying “it’s just a flu”.
I’m tired of arrogant pricks who, instead of being open-minded, choose to argue with every single person on the internet.
I’m tired of insensitive people who think their lives are more important than others, who assume that just because they are famous or rich, they can get away with breaking the rules and do what they want without consequence.

But I guess I’m not as tired as the doctors and nurses and every single health care worker who are doing their best to save people from dying in this bloody pandemic. I know I shouldn’t be complaining but I’m just tired as fuck right now.

I’m just fucking tired.